i've always asked myself, "why do i even bother"? even to this day, since i first said it, and ever since people started turning that query into a verbal lolcow, i've never been sure why... but frankly, i'm not glad i bothered in the first place. you've all fucked me up.

chances are, you're reading this on archive.org. this was written about 2 weeks before Polygon shut down, and i'd like to send a little message to whoever's reading this... if you found this page at random, with no prior knowledge to what this was, be glad you weren't here. be glad you were never in the ORC. now, if you do know what this is, and if you know who i am, fuck you. i don't care WHO you are, what you stand for, or what your stance was on me as a person, but you have zero respect from me whatsoever -- and this goes for everyone that's ever participated in the ORC, ever (some exceptions apply, but there aren't many). i cannot stand you people, and i am so glad that this is over.